Monday February 18,2013 (updated)

So today it was all about the simple things that made me smile. After the night and early morning I had I found it difficult to smile.

I was having a very difficult night, my boyfriend and I were fighting as well as my mom and I. I felt I was being bullied by his new "friends" so finally I did something I never do out of respect for all of our friendships. I called my best friend Shannon about my relationship because I was so upset because these people were doing nothing but putting me down and putting our relationship down. So I called her and she knew nothing! It turns out he was avoiding telling her for the same reason I was. I told her everything and as much as I was crying... I couldn't help but smile because she knows him and me and us as a couple. She knows how much hell we have been through and she sees how much we love each other and how badly we want to be with each other. She reassured me that everything is okay and it will be and for that I am eternally grateful. :)

This morning as I was going to bed "can you feel the love tonight" by Elton John came on the radio (my all time favorite song). Then right after my favorite boy band was on and I quizzed my aunt and about the band and it took her a couple times to get it but she eventually did and I was like YESSS!!!!

Know that feeling in the morning when you get up and see that it's sunny outside and windy, and then you see the windchill is 12* and you say "NOT TODAY WORLD!" And you get snuggled back up with your warm blanket and a good book. Listen to the wind howling where it sounds like a wolf.

Most of you well know my mom had surgery on valentines day to have a lump removed from her back. Well today she found out that the lump was harmless! This is great news to me because I was so scared about there being something wrong and it's my fault that she had the surgery to begin with (me freaking out) so waking up to a text saying it was harmless made me smile so big :) I'm just so glad that my mom is okay to wake up to a text like that just made me so happy.

One of my best friends had her heart ripped out in October by a guy that she was dating for nearly 5 years. She was heartbroken and I think one of the only good things to come out of it is that we have gotten closer again :) which means a lot. She is moving on with a new guy that knows how to treat a woman, and knows how special and beautiful she is and I don't think he will ever forget it. It makes me so happy to see her happy after everything she has been through in her life she deserves a guy who loves her for who she is and who she will be.

I love my best friend Lucy.She knows exactly what to say and when to say it to make me smile. She truly is my voice of reason in an unreasonable world. I've known her for nearly 17 years and I'm so lucky. So having a best friend like her always makes me smile.

Speaking of best friends my Jessica and I were on the phone for an hour last night talking about our favorite television show Once Upon A Time. But time flew by so fast that we didn't realize it was an hour! :)


This morning I was talking to my friend Ray and he suggested we all move to Canada! So from that point on we started talking in a candian accent and ending every sentence with "Ey" and really talking in an accent like update was oopdate and then I started talking in a Middle Ages accent so we combined the 2 and made middle Canadian!

Seeing my aunt and uncle still so in love with each other after everything they have gone through together as a couple the past 17 years. :) it's extremely adorable and makes me want to have a love like theirs :)

So those are just a few things that made me smile today I promise I will get better at writing this blog because I think I'm rambling. So that's all for today. :)